HI WELCOME TO THE SHITHOLE

i will mainly use this as a place to dump walls of thoughts, exclusively picked from my serotonin-deprived brain. although, genuinely, you will see a lot of journaling here which concern almost all heavy subjects. please don't look through this site if you're sensitive to pretty much any topics, for your own well-being. just as a warning, i will go very in depth with almost everything catalogued here. i need a place to archive all of it.

topics discussed: homicidal thoughts, suicidal thoughts, eating disorders (starvation + body image), family issues, social anxiety/loneliness, inferiority, self-deprecation, self-harm (cutting), existentiality (questioning existence, sense of reality, loss of morals)